I shall do you all the honours of updating this blog.

Our birthday event?

It was like a month ago. Haha.

Can we like come up with a pact?

Like take turns to post every week?

This is seriously dead...

And what happened to the picture?!

Only zm can edit lor. REALLY.

EH! our DANCE plan?!

Even our study plan is not working.

Actually i find that i'm very busy.

But when i think back, i didn't do anything productive.

I don't even know what i am busy with?

Or maybe i think alot,

then i feel it takes up so much time!

Furthermore, you will get so tired out

AND AND theres NO TIME TO SLEEP!

You know for the leadership programme,

we are suppose to come up with a timetable?

Then Ms Chng didn't believe our irregular sleeping patterns.

For me, it is sleep at 10 the latest,

Wake up at 2 the earliest.

Actually I've been wanting to ask,

but its not easy face-to-face.

Do you all feel we are like drifting from each other?

Sometimes I don't even know

if you are who you are when we were in sec 1/2/3?

But then, at times i feel we are close!

I love that feeling,

that no matter what happens,

there will be this group of ppl(ZL)

to be there for you.

You know there will be times

where there is this awkward silence

which we didn't experience

when we were together last few years.

Oh wells,

I hope we will like still be together after Os.

Our long-term plans rmb?

Frienship needs nurturing( rmb the chi passage),

so lets try to keep up with this ZL thing ok?

haha.

We didnt spend the holiday together at all?!

Can we design our next ZL item?

Jas and Faith don't have that necklace!

I want to play volleyball!

Our study plans must resume!

Most importantly,

ZM you know whats coming up!

THE rest must know too!

Before the mid-years,

theres this major event.

love, me.

HEY HEY!

AABABABBABABBBABAAB!

I MISS YOU PPL!

All our arranged meetings did not work out :(

KTVKTV!

DANCE!

haha! i want!

We can't afford to feel like that,
esp at this period of time.
Well, we need to fork out so much time for ___.
Plus tests and exams are coming,
drawing nearer, ARGH BIO.

BUT BUT BUT.
I'm starting to hate some ppls attidtude.
I bet you should noe who.
Pls, I don't wanna feel this way,
cos you are, after all,
someone i REALLY REALLY feel bad thinking like this.

And, all the pressure is not helping.
They are like avalanches, PILING.
I hate this, it sucks.
If you have noticed, i nver blog like this, but i'm feeling it MORE.
Practically bursting.
And I am having more frequent sleepless nights,
just like today,
I will have to stay up late again,
for, well, that.

However, I'm not saying thats exactly bad,
But, tomorrow is not what im looking forward to.

Faith, great minds think alike?
If only i could be like
LORD VOLDEMORT.
That will really be cool yeah?
Hes not exactly evil,
maybe just too persistent in his belief.
Well, this has no right or wrong answers.

I REALLY WANT TO READ FINISH THE BOOK.

BUT, so little time
to squeeze so many things.
GO GAMES DEPARTMENT!
That's the only joy for me out of all these frustrations?

Well, sometimes i really feel like screaming.
That, I have times i feel down
and need comfort too.
I may not be as strong as i seem,
esp these days.
Stop being irritating can?

Now small things pissed me off.
Just like that day i shouted at Wanchen.
Sorry though.

BUT u noe
I HATE PPL WHO PLAN MEETINGS
AND DONT COME THEMSELVES.
AND THEY WILL START SHOUTING AT OTHERS
AND SAY WHY DIDNT THEY DO THIS AND THAT
WELL THEY DID

AND STOP BEING STUPID
I MEAN IT.
LIKE ITS COMMON SENSE RIGHT.
STOP ACTING LIKE YOU CONTRIBUTED ALOT
WHEN YOU ONLY DO PLANNING STUFF
AND NOT CONTRIBUTING BY REALLY DOING AND EXECUTING IT

I HATE ALL THIS CRAP
ITS BEEN KEPT INSIDE ME
BUT I DO HAVE MY BOILING POINTS OK?

Thats why i say,
I WANT FREEDOM OF SPEECH PLEASE.

ZL:
I repeat, this is not PMSING can.

It is either you all don't understand,
OR
You all know but are not helping in making me feel better.

Seriously, do we have other photos?
Haha.

Guess what, I got ALOT of stuff to say,
but I can't.
I want to change this shit feeling,
but I can't.

I know I am smart, haha,
but not smart enough for well...

Oh, I really have to work on my PR skills.
I really suck at that,
at least that's what I am believing in.

My goals are getting vague,
I USED to be that SURE.
I really want to stop being stupid.
But, I can't let go.
See what i mean?

Ok, I am grumbling, but I can't help it.
It is time to be honest to myself,
and to treat myself fairly.
RELIANCE and BELIEVE.
I used to think that.

Dear fellow ZLs, yeah,
I'M POSTING!!!

17th July is a no-no.
Because of English oral =(
Yups, so lets re-decide.
How about Wednesday??
Haha.

I hate how i am feeling currently.